Emotional wastelands

So this is what it feels like

To be banished to the emotional wastelands

So this is what it feels like

To walk among the living dead

Eating, sleeping,but never feeling

What it means to be

Alive.

So this is what it feels like

Living with the knowledge that you are dying

Slowly, gradually, yet not really at peace

To die.

So this is what he felt like………..

So this is what it feels like

To gaze on to a land with no color, no life

Where no flowers nod and

Bloom in the wind,no faces smile

And greet, no sun shines

So this is what it feels like

In a land where only grey lives in shades, where misery

Lurks in every nook and corner, where heartache

Triumphs and numbness reigns

So this is what it feels like

To slowly wither away…………

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